I am asking you for guidance right now. I am asking for strength.
I am asking for peace in my soul...
If chris is to not return to me, please i beg of you give me the will to live. Share with me your heavenly love. Embrace me in my lonely hours that are to come if he leaves me. Both of our worlds are falling apart without eachother, but only mine will be better if he returns. I am not enough. I am simply not enough. Forgive me if I m not strong enough to go on.
Please forgive me.