Be with me now...
please let me rest with you in my presence lord.

I was sure by now
That You would have reached down
And wiped our tears away
Stepped in and saved the day
But once again, I say "Amen"
and it's still raining
As the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"
And as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God
Who gives and takes away
I'll praise You in this storm
And I will lift my hands
For You are who You are
No matter where I am
Every tear I've cried
You hold in Your hand
You never left my side
And though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm
I remember when
I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry
You raised me up again
My strength is almost gone
How can I carry on
If I can't find You
As the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"
And as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God
Who gives and takes away
I lift my eyes unto the hills
Where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord
The Maker of Heaven and Earth
I'll praise You in this storm
And I will lift my hands
For You are who You are
No matter where I am
Every tear I've cried
You hold in Your hand
You never left my side
And though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm!!

I dreamt of him last night, I was finally able to sleep...
He was sitting across from me and my heart was all put back together.
This has truly changed me and everything I have always felt for him is so much more intense than it has ever been...
I pray that his ability to talk to me will come soon.
I pray that he has faith in love Above all!
I read a prayer he wrote for me last year... I cried and I smiled and I put my tiny ounce of joy in a bottle for when I will need it the most.

"A prayer. Jesus. The King of Kings. The lord of lords. The alpha and Omega. I thank you. I thank you for bringing Katie (my eternal beloved) into my life. I thank you for everything you have done in our relationship. The perfect timing. The perfect words that were said. I thank you for the wrong word or actions that were taken place. I thank you for that because it brought us even closer and stronger in each others souls instead of pushing eachother away we grew tighter within eachother. Ithank you Lord God for your love which in turns allows us to love. My love for this woman is far greater than anything imaginable. I confess at your feet lord. I confess my love for this woman. This perfect woman that completes me. Lord if i were to break my heart in two and throw a piece of it away I know that the piece she has will fit perfectly into mine making me whole...making us whole. Lord please continue to bless our life, our futures, our love for eachother. There is no end in sight. Only new beginnings. And our beginning is about to commence. And with you by our side we will triumph in all obstacles. Lord. I thank you yet again. *deep breath* . Amen."