Friday, September 30, 2005

Finally Engaged!!

Well....my good friend Rachel stood by my side the Whole time on the phone for the final hour before chris showed up at my door....
She talked me through it when I tried to run out the back door as they pulled up...lmao...
I hurried and turned on my favorite song for our relationship (I swear- Nick Lachey)
After Tiea sent me off on my way to the front door, I suprisingly opened it for him (as Id planned on making him stand out there for a good 45 minutes as I worked up the courage to open door) Amazingly enough I looked through the peep hole and couldnt let my baby wait any longer...

I opened the door and I looked up at the love of my life.. the man Id suspected to be my soulmate for many many months...the best friend I made back in January in WoW, the voice Id spent thousands of hours speaking to, laughing with, crying to.... loving.The face Id waited to know, my whole life was no longer an idea, but now a reality...

He looked at me and said something like...OMG and i said OMG and then he dropped his bags inside my door and gave me the hug we'd talked about for some time. He gently placed his hands on my cheeks and kissed my forehead as he'd always wished to do.I took him by the hand and led him around my apartment he has only seen through the lens of a web cam and i nervously showed him things that id talked about but couldnt show him...(minds out of the gutter plz =P)

Finally we sat on the oh so comfortable couch that id bragged about forevers and we just took in all the excitement of everything...finally being face to face... finally being able to look into one anothers eyes... i seriously remember him saying omg like 5 times before we even sat down...

SO we sat down and christopher decided it was time to give me the letter he had told me he had written a few nights prior....As i read it i smiled and giggled at his tardish ways i love so much, I felt my heart warming, I felt tears come to my eyes, he has always been able to get laughter and tears out of me so easily...

"Now turn to me and give me your hand"

*BLINK*

I turned to him and gave him my hand...
He said
"Baby...I love you so much...
I have given you my heart and my soul and the only thing left to do is for you to accept it"

*He pulled out the most beautiful ring in the world*

Now, Do you Accept it?"

SPeechless for one of the first times in my life, i looked at him and blinked...then I nodded a yes (omg i was nervous, i swear i planned a different reaction for the day he finally asked)

We were both so shaky as he placed the ring on my finger and i sat there shaky and smiling....(and yes giggling)

Engaged before our first kiss... I will always remember how people would ask me how I can love someone I never met.... In our hearts, we met January 23rd 2005, on a lonely day out in the wetlands...chasing a hordie newb and running into eachother... In our hearts, we have been waiting our whole lives just to be returned to one another once again...

I knew I loved christopher so much, Id have met him blindly at the altar on our wedding day...

My love, My precious, My Twin soul...

***Engaged September 23rd 2005***