-Title to be Determined

I have found myself dancing within my own tortured mind.. Something deep within me.. aching.. begging.. craving to be seen and yet remain unseen.

Just let it go.. Stop fighting.. allow the toxins to spill to the ground. Learn to breathe again. Learn to allow my blood to flow. Stop being afraid to remove the tourniquet.. Stop resisting LIFE.

It is a divergent affair with darkness that has led me here..

We are created in Darkness. Nourished in Darkness.. Comforted.. In Darkness.. and then we are introduced to a world where the moment the light first pierces our eyes.. we are forced to Fight for our first breath...

Survival.

Fear.

Severed from our insouciant existence.. how could we not view this encounter with what they call "Living" as a constant confrontation between comfort and trepidation?

Despite the allure of moments we can perceive as Joy.. There is a soreness within me that continually creeps along my spine.. An inability to rest.. a disposition that does not allow me to forget.. that Living and Fighting are Synonymous.

For as long as I am destined to keep body and soul together, I will find no solace or acceptance that Peace within the human existence is an illusion.

I will remain disturbed until Settled.

Either in the unveiling of the "Unfathomable" Euphoria found on earth, or in the Sweet release of the desperate, unending endeavor.. to capture Breath.