Wednesday, May 03, 2006

I gave you...

Now I will tell you what I have done for you...

I gave you life when you no longer felt alive
I gave you the attention that no one bothered to give you
I gave you the promises you never thought anyone would give you
I gave you a heart that bleeds so faithfully in your honor
I gave you a world that never has to be outside of the light of god
I gave you a smile that held value, replacing your once emotionless pictures
I gave you a shoulder to cry on when no one cared to listen
I gave you ambition to become greater than you ever wanted to be
I gave you a hand to hold when no one was reaching to you
I gave you a love that will last everafter, a love worth dying for
I gave you truth of a heart and soul that has been weathered but has not lost hope
I gave you a dream of a family, that would never fail to this world
I gave you someone to trust, someone to depend on
I gave you security that I would never forsake you or abandon you
I gave you a star to wish on
I gave you words to live by, words to warm your soul
I gave you a place to fall into, when we couldnt stop falling, I opened myself to you despite my better judgement...
Now I fall alone!

Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50 thousand tears I've cried
Screaming, deceiving, and bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
Don't want your hand this time,
I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented...Daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again...
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under
Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under
So go on and scream
Scream at me
I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe
I can't keep going under

Evanescence -going under

I hear ya Amy! I know exactly where you are coming from.

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