The moon isnt as beautiful anymore
The stars are falling but all wishing has seized
The dance we dreamt of will never come
The musics essence has rendered numb
Senses gone.. you promised to not forget
I promised to never walk away
My words have turned sour
and here i stay
How can I trust that love is blind
That no one will see into my heart
and know what is inside mine
The tides are changing
Seasons misplaced in time
and yet the world still spins
each day without fail
My lungs still breath
When nothing feels the same
and so much of you remains
Every turn the wrong way
So i stand here for awhile
Taking in all that has been
Dreaming of your smile
My last mistakes left to choose
Lingering through my mind the precious.. the few
The sadness obliterated with distractions
The thoughts muffled with a false sense of security
A pillow if you may..
To smother the life I have forseen
A Stone.. to shatter the glass you watch me through
A death row Pardon..
and yet the reaper follows close behind.
Where will I go.. unknowing of the end
I should turn around to look death in the eyes..
meet him at his playground
But now is not the time
For now i will close my eyes
Head to the ground..
Still waiting for my senses
Hand outreached for strength...
Heart holding in the truth..