Sunday, June 05, 2005


(Derived from my written entry today)

I opened this book and the glare from the sunlight reflecting off of it blinded me for a moment and I smiled. Rarely have I been so accepting to the light, the heat, the warmth on my skin...
Perhaps if i must live without his that i think about it...
The sun and breeze have been touching me in many ways just like him.
Many people said they seen it long before I myself realized....when all i could see was fun and best friend...Christopher!

The birds are singing so loud right now, reminds me of the sounds he always hears when we talk....that I have blocked out until recent days.

Today at church the pastor spoke of the wind...after I wrote this.
How you can See its effects, you can feel can touch you... but you do not know where it came from, or where it is going.
He compares gods work to the wind.
I find it strange how many similarities I find in a good christian...the love of my life
how he makes me feel alive, feel hope, feel comfort from miles apon miles away...
and how the lord makes me feel the same way.

It is so beautiful.

Of course there are anxieties...but I am following the path all the way this time.
I have my eyes set forward, and despite the hardships I will have to endure...
I am not going into them Blindly.
I will overcome.
I will succeed.

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