I have lost this battle
There is no where left to turn
I was backed into a corner
Guarded by my love for him
Not wanting to see the truth
That had become so apparent to me
Finally I was able to fight for myself
To find the truth
And use it to find my heart again

I have given my heart to the wrong person once more
He handed it back and said..
I cant give you what you need.
I threw it down and said
To the death I will bleed


Fuck... i cant do this.